i fell asleep very very very exhausted and was able to slip into a dream state with ease. i fell asleep but something happened. I was trapped in a state where i was lost, confused, alone & dissoriented. I kept finding myself in a place that was dark..utterly dark and frightening. All i wanted was to relax but it felt as if something had control over me. everytime i slipped in & out of a dream state i heard loud rock music and voices screaming that was uncomforting. It was so loud that i had convinced myself i fell asleep with my radio on or something.

everytime i tried waking up it was impossible. this dissorientation got so bad i had forgotten i even had a bedroom and what it even looked like. in one part of the dream i was asking my friends what had happened to me, i asked them what was real & what was a dream. i asked them if i had been on a drugs & had made me feel this way. I had no clue where i was, how i got there or why i was. When i finally did wake up i was relieved to find myself in my room (with the radio off). so i fell back to sleep, and as quick as i did..the music started again. I felt as if something or someone had control over me and i even tried to put up a shield to protect myself from the bad energy that was so overpowering.

i finally composed myself and decided i had to do something to get out of this "prison" of a state: i thought i would be trapped in this darkness all night. so i started to flout out of my room...then it became all too clear! i need to explore the lucid world and leave this vortex or whatever it was. as i floated out of my room my dissorientation turned into composition. i was clear thinking. i floated towards the spot i am actually sitting right now and found myself in an attic or sorts.

not a scary attic, but a pleasant attic with walls / layers of plywood everywhere and windows too. the darkness in which i was trapped had turned into sunlight (literally: i felt it). with each window i went through the brighter the light got and the closer i got to the outside world. FINALLY i saw a window that led to the outside. i put my hands up against it and it shattered it after a little bit of concentration. so i floated out....

i saw the ocean. it was a dark dark navy blue ocean with ships and oil rigs in it. it was comforting..it was beautiful. i was no longer trapped in that nightmare but had complete control over my mind...no longer dissoriented. i floated up above the ocean then turned around. behind me was a beautiful city scape with skyscrapers and cathedrals and dome buildings and billboards and no pollution. all i can remember was smiling, knowing i had overcome this entitiy; this prison which i thought i could not escape.

it was honestly one of the most beautiful "exits" / "transitions" i have ever experienced. my world was turned 360 degrees..for the better. i had become sober instantly

do you guys understand by "exits" ? every lucid dream i have EVER encountered, i find i have to escape my room/ house or wherever i fall asleep in order to be free in the lucid world. either through floating out a window or opening a door.

*except when i am already outside in a dream then become lucid..thats a freebee.

feedback always welcome
good luck dReam oN...