i imagine things in my waking life that i want to or could possibly do in my lucid state. i embed it into my mind. my visual imagination has gotten very vivid since i started dreaming some 5 years ago. i look at something and "record" it into my memory for safe keeping. i work at a beach club bar which leaves me starring at the ocean the entire day. sometimes i imagine / visuailze a tidal wave a hundred stories high just for shits & giggles- stuff like that keeps me unbored (can anyone relate?)

ive been messing with the idea of moving / controlling water. at first it started out small. untill the other night when it got scary.
i found myself in on the beach. i was staring at the ocean. i was lucid and the first thought that came to mind was "tidal wave!"
so i looked at the ocean and knew i had complete control. instantly the small waves crashing on the shore turned into one huge tidal wave growing right above me. in a matter of a second my worst thought came to me...

" oh my god.. what did i just do..."

the tidal wave was so fucking frightening , just now i got the chills thinking about it...people around me were screaming, i just sat there staring up, it got dark as the wave covered the sun behind it. i mean this was the biggest thing ive ever seen. in an instant the wave came crashing down on me, i closed my eyes (knowing it was a dream) but could not deny the reality of my being.the thought that i may never wake up from this crossed my mind for an instant. the wave crashed, ifelt no pain, i didnt feel water or anything only a sudden rush of anxiety.

i didnt want to open my eyes. when i did i feared the worst... everything around me was destroyed. it was dark, dismal. it was like a bomb whent of, debris every where. i didnt want to be dreaming anymore. i woke up depressed.

ive always thought i could have complete control over my dreams. now im starting to realize how powerful the mind really is.
be careful what you dream for.
im sorry guys this shit is getting a little too intense for me.
from dreamer to dreamer, feedback is always welcome...